i would say common test has transformed us into crazy muggers. you know why? the entire atmosphere in my class has completely changed! i've been seeing my classmates staying in the classroom during breaktime just to mug. it's really different and it's quite hard for us to study as the j1s were having their orientation! that's really tempting for me. it reminds me of the high times during orientation I. im jealous of them having so much play time while we j2s got to study like nerds. anyways, the papers i sat so far aint as good as i expected. i just hope for a pass? and there's one thing i really want to complain about! THE EXAMS VENUE! i could simply understand that the j1s need the hall for orientation, but you see, we j2s were having a hard time doing the papers. the tables are too small and i could see germ's paper flying all around. ok ok ! thats exaggerating. looking at my eraser, my papers.. lying on the ground? argh ! i have actually expected that ill never be able to perform well sitting for papers at such venues. not pessimistic, its just based on my experiences.

pjc road run (cross country) on friday, held after our maths papers. tagged along with the guys and went to songhoe's place! (: the guys spent their free time playing dota and guess what im doing down there? trying to figure out the universal formula of the magic cube! in the end, after spending 45minutes killing my brain cells, i didnt manage to succeed. ): oh wells. we were late for about 25mins for the road run. hahaa but i guess it didnt make any difference. jessica, germaine. yanfen and i were being excused from the road run! so jessica and i went to sit down and had girls talk! it was then we heard people running around shouting that the guys were about to complete the run! OHMIEGAWD.. 15mins and they were back?! wth! so we ran to the canal area and took a look. we were actually supposed to help out at the road run since we were excused. nevertheless, i was being caught and asked to be the timekeeper for the boys under the hot, scorching sun ):

mrs annie loh asked me to time for the first 35 boys, and i ended up timing for 56 boys >.< marilyn!! what are you doing! i was so nervous ok! so many guys running at the same timing and i got to press the button continuously!

after the road run, it was the orientation II! yes! hmms. at around 6plus, nootka ogls gathered at the concourse. apparently not everyone turned up punctually so we girls were screaming away! hahahaa! we were just too hungry ): and we had kfc delivery! it was then we realised that there's free food at the concourse (the leftovers from the parent-meeting session). wasted our money )): orientation II wasnt as fun as orientation I. i guess having fun there aint the main point. its nootka ogls gathering again! yes! (: had chitchat session after the orientation. sadly, i didnt stay all the way during that session. i cant wait for the next gathering after common test! ((:

as for yesterday, headed to je library early in the morning at 10? :D im so hardworking! hurhur. did my chemistry.. it wasnt that productive at all cause i didnt know how to attempt the questions. supposingly, zhenhui gonna meet me to study after his lesson but he had badminton in the evening so he didnt. and he claimed he didnt wanna come.. but he gave me a shock when he told me he searched for me twice at the library. stupid zhenhui, cheated me! ARGH! ok ok im not so mean. it was sweet of you lah. and of course, i bugged him most of the time helping me to do chem. so in the end he didnt really study his physics. ;P

today.. supposed to go school in the morning but jessica sms-ed me that she had a fever. so my plan was cancelled. hey darl! must recover fast fast k! hmm.. lazy lil me slept till 10plus. HEHHEES :P but at least, i studied after i woke up from my sleep! read up a lil on econs and headed to jp and met up with zh for lunch. bought ingredients for dinner too! cause im too lazy to go out for dinner. hah xP and i studied! completed the ac tutorials i assigned myself to do. it was then i started to wonder.. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY TERMS TO MEMO! )):

RATE OF REACTION
RATE CONSTANT
ACTIVATION ENERGY
ORDER
RATE EQUATION
RATE DETERMINING STEP
CATALYST

and after clarifying with eugene, i realised that i learnt my enery profile diagram wrongly! i learnt the opposite! OHMIEGAWD! and this is the correct energy profile diagram..

If a reaction takes in energy the products have more energy. If a reaction gives out energy the products have less energy than reactants.

halfway throughout my revision, i had some thoughts. you see, even my seniors who took the same combi as i could actually score triple As in their As so why cant i? i know economics paper is all about skills, its quite tough to score but its not totally impossible right? positive thinking! that's one of the points in my study list from eugene! not bad huh :D

a lil note for a special someone, im sure you know who you are. i dont mean to offend you at all. but here's my heartfelt words. you made me tear after that conv. honestly, i dont even know why. we've became so distant and i actually cried. you asked me if books are more important than friends. no it isnt, but it isnt the time for enjoyment. as i said, i really feel guilty if i ever did that. and i was totally disappointed by you because i dont feel that you understand my situation at all. you compared Os and As with me. and you know what? Os are completely different from As. i am sure many would agree with me that Os cannot be compared to As. i know i made you angry, and maybe, our friendship ended up this way. although it hurts, i wouldnt let my grades to suffer. yes. 3hours of my time for enjoyment, you didnt ask for much. its my mentality.. i really dont want to regret my dear. can you please understand? from this incident, i truly realise that im gonna start to lose many things in life in order to strive hard for my As. i can apologise, i dont seek for your forgiveness, just your understanding. really.

on a lighter note, there are so many things i wanna do after my CT! i wanna meet my girlfriend! i really thank her for being there for me silently cause she didnt want to cause any disturbance. sorry dearie! i promise ill make it up after my CT! and i wanna play sports! badminton! swimming! i wanna learn judo! :D :D :D and mommy asked me to go shopping with her this friday! sigh! she's not really happy when i said i cant. but im glad she understands after i explained to her how i feel. (: thanks mommy! love you truckloads! <3

i miss you, terribly.

REPLIES :D

Uncle; thnks uncle! i know you are always there for me! play badminton with me after CT ok !
germs; i've updated too! and it's long one! not a short entry anymore xP
weisheng; HELLO HELLO! how's your mugging process! mug hard k ! JIAYOU!
xm; i bet you are mugging hard! JIAYOUJIAYOU!